it's pretty fucked up, looking back. but the point is, being a Barnam, you're raised with the expectation that you'll fulfill certain duties and roles. that you'll be loyal to the family. that you'll make the family proud.
it's only been a couple years since i grew up and realized they're fucking nuts. hard to train myself out of the feeling that i should still be making the family proud.
so yeah i'm probably being to hard on myself, but i can't really help it at this point.
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Date: 2011-09-02 02:07 am (UTC)it's only been a couple years since i grew up and realized they're fucking nuts. hard to train myself out of the feeling that i should still be making the family proud.
so yeah i'm probably being to hard on myself, but i can't really help it at this point.