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comedownthisroad) wrote2008-05-11 10:58 pm
comedownthisroad) wrote2008-05-11 10:58 pm
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[Locked to Bianca]
I can't tell him. My dad, I mean. Oh god. He called my cell phone today and I just let it go to voicemail. I mean, he'll probably think I'm sleeping. How could I sleep? I mean, I slept for a good ten hours after, but...
I got my wings. And I'm not an archangel. It's not FAIR. I've trained my whole life for it, it's what I'm meant to do! And... it just...
I don't want to be any stupid, weakass GUARDIAN. I mean. No offense, but... I just...
I CAN'T tell him. You don't know how fucking disappointed he'd be. I... I swear to god, I don't know if he'd talk to me if he found out. I don't know if ANY of them would.
What do I do?
I got my wings. And I'm not an archangel. It's not FAIR. I've trained my whole life for it, it's what I'm meant to do! And... it just...
I don't want to be any stupid, weakass GUARDIAN. I mean. No offense, but... I just...
I CAN'T tell him. You don't know how fucking disappointed he'd be. I... I swear to god, I don't know if he'd talk to me if he found out. I don't know if ANY of them would.
What do I do?